Ok, i did it.... i finally blew my top at kel..... this isn't the first time that we have had conflicts, but i can say that its the worse.... was afraid that this would happen... i actually wanted to talk to sham tmr bout how i felt hoping that he could advise me on how to handle the situation.... but wham, it had to happen today.... when i went online, kel was already cursing chantel like nobody's business.... i should have kept my mouth shut cause i know that was juz his way of doing things, but NO, i HAD to say something..... stupid me.... he was saying chantel purposely invited him to see her new blog in order to spite him.... i took a look at her blog and i seriously didn't see much wrong in it.... she wasn't blasting him, in fact at one point, she even thank him for trying to solve the problems..... and he challenged me..... he was saying don you dare stand up for her....... man, i really hate it when people challenge me.... that was when i really blew up..... but i'm not blameless..... i was wrong too.... shouldn't have blasted at him.... he was juz in one of those bad moods.... sigh.....

Well, what is done is done...... can't do much bout it now.... i really hope that he's ok.... actually, i was already quite annoyed at him before tonight.... cause i feel that he's doing things to help me without telling me anything.... he's interfering in my life too much.... i know that i confide in him and stuff, but i didn't ask him to do anything.... i juz need someone to listen to me.... i know he's juz trying to help and i thank him for that, but one must know his limits.....actually, that was what i wanted to talk to sham bout.... but i was one day too late.....

I met hafiz just now and he brought me to this company which specializes in networking.... went through this so called business proposal with a very "friendly" guy.... after a few minutes talking to him, i already hated the guy..... he was way too aggressive in his presentation to me.... and i was actually observing him all the time and i could see that he was doing the stuff that i was taught in comm skills..... haha.... it was damn funny to watch him.... he was trying to make me sign up there and then before i leave and it was like he couldn't take no for an answer.... he kept asking me what's the prob and that only stupid people wouldn't sign up for this so called business plan..... i was pissed then.... what if i didn't sign up for it? am i stupid then? haha.... but it was really funny the way we "argued"..... he wanted me to sign up and i wanted to think bout it first.... he had a lot of reasons for me to sign up.... he even "solved" my problems for me..... what only man.... in the end, he gave in and told me to think bout it..... haha.... the plan isn't too bad, but i juz don have the capital to sign up for it..... i'm like so broke.... the money that i have now can't even buy me a movie ticket.... man.... so sad right? haha.... k, i've gotta go...... rizal out!(imitates ryan seacrest):P


Riz lost himself at 6/10/2004 01:43:00 am

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